8 months of ttc and a week of BFNS in the book. No AF yet but she is coming. Keep fluctuating between feeling so desperately sad to optimistically hopeful for the next cycle. I think not having control is the hardest part... we can track our hormones, plan our BD, eat the right foods, take the right supplements, Log everything, analyze and research BUT still be left without the one thing we want. My heart hurts for those who have been trying for longer than me because honestly any amount of time in this vicious cycle is too much!