I’m shocked! first time!? A lot happen. Need support of you all girls

camila

So, this happened on Saturday night. My boyfriend and I went to a drive get away we ended up at the beach and we got a hotel room. We haven’t had penetration sex, he has in the past I haven’t at all. We have done other type of sex like oral and fingering. We were really taken away, I wanted to try lube because they told me it would feel good and it was going to help for whenever I was too dry down there. So, I bought it and we tried it. The feeling damn was really good so we went on a whole new level we got carried away so we but his dick on my vagg but just to rubb each other but because of the lub and the speed he was going he went inside me. It was super fast!! And girls I was on so so much pain, and I started bleeding ALOT LIKE ALOT was like if I had open a faucet blood wasn’t stopping

I got in to the shower and took around 20 minutes or more the bleeding to “stop” I didn’t completely stop but it wasn’t that much anymore. His dock didn’t even got all inside it was so fast and now idk I’m lost I know probably was the rupture of my hyme but I had no idea it could be that much blood and also like I know that doesn’t define if I’m a virgin or not but it kinda feels that way. I am really bomb about it and I’m still in shock that happen. Please I need to read your comments girls ON WHATEVER