I met this guy 3 years ago, let’s call him Zach...him and I had so much in common, we clicked instantly. For me I really felt like I had a deep connection with him and he said he did as well. We were so compatible in almost every aspect and I had never come across someone that made me feel like he did. Well I ended up moving across the country due to a job and when I’d fly back home to visit family we would link up again. It would feel like we picked up right where we left off. No feelings lost at all. We would text every now and then in between as well. We ended up deciding that the time isn’t right because he had been dealing with personal issues. I respected him so we decided to no longer text because he feared he had some bad personality traits and didn’t want to hurt me. He has anger issues, which I’ve seen a taste of them and I could see how quickly he could change his demeanor which I didn’t like but I could still handle. Nonetheless I respected him and we quit talking. This was back in September and ever since then I have thought about him constantly, dreamt about us being together. The whole nine yards. Why can’t I just move past it? I know the timing is wrong, I know that he has some changes to make so why does my brain torture me like this. I stay busy, he has no social media so it’s not like I see anything from him and then he pops into my head. He’s just always in the back of my mind. I want to get over him, I just feel like I’ll be this way forever.