Weight off chest 😞

I have been w| my SO for about 3 years now - his ex gf passed away about a year and a half ago. He room it pretty hard and I did some fucked up shit around that time , like not letting him mourn. Well about a week or so ago .. I had a dream about her - I'm guessing she came to visit me, so they call it, and it was her pretty much showing me my future life with my SO - we had kids, lived in a beautiful house and everything was great. While she was showing me around she just kept smiling and hugging me as if to tell me that everything is Okay ... idk how I should feel or what I should think but I had to get that off of my chest ... 😪