Hope nobody here minds if I vent a bit.

So the past 2 nights my 15 month old hasn't been sleeping the greatest but lady night was the worst.

My Hueneme was dealing with it but even through the bedroom door I woke up every time my lil guy cried. I always do, I like to think it's a mom thing.

Anyways, I want least getting involved until I heard my other swear. Not 100% sure of whole sentence but I know I heard the f word.

I went out to see what the issue was.

Lil man was refusing motrin, bottle, pacifier, everything.

I asked my husband if he had given him any motrin in case he was in pain and he snapped at me with an attitude.

So a few minutes later I took my son to try to console him myself.

No luck right off to say the least and while attempting to rock him he was trying to climb out of my lap.

I guess my husband thought that meant he had to pick.him up because he threw my sons bottle and whatever was in his other hand onto the couch.

I picked up my son and told him I had it cuz he was CLEARLY frustrated or upset or something.

As I shut my bedroom door with my son in my arms I hear him raised voice all mad and saying stuff and which I couldn't make out everything due to the crying but I heard him call me entitled.

Oh that made me soooo mad.

My son kept crying so hubs came I to the bedroom.

I walked out. He shut the door.

I didn't want myself or son around him in that angry state.

Anyway, baby boy eventually calmed down and he and the hubs ended up with the whole bed and me on the sofa.

Needless to say I am still upset at my husband and now my sciatic is sore from the couch..

I messaged my husband to tell him I was still mad at him for what he said and he has not responded at all..

I am anything but self centered..

We have been together 6.5 years and I have taken care of us all far more than he can claim.

Hes never had a full-time year round job so I can never count on him financially.

He is laid off every winter so it's all on me to keep things afloat.

I have supported him in every single way through career choice, DUI, fired from one job, lay off due to covid, back surgery, everything.

I have had to bear the burden of keeping our family together and making sure we keep.what I've worked so hard to get us and I feel sooo damn unappreciated and disrespected.

I'm at the point where I almost feel like I'd be better without him.

Idk how to deal with him anymore cuz he gets snappy so fast and takes so much so personal when he shouldn't.

I'm sorry for the super.long rant but I really got nobody else to talk to and doubt he will change anytime soon.

Hes always up late playing video games and drinks pretty much every day too even though I've tried to nicely hint to the issue.

If you read all this thank you.

Just need some encouragement or advice on what to do.