Just done already

I’m done with today already i have things to do one after another and so much to do and I look forward to going to bed because I don’t have to do anything and I just hate taking care of my kids sometimes my bf works nights and sleeps most of the day. I called my doctors office for returning ppd and for a referral for a counselor but I can’t get in until the 18th this month and she wants to see me first. It just sucks some days I just don’t want to do anything at all and just go to sleep.