Ended things with my baby daddy today. I feel broken & so lonely. I miss him so much. 😭 but he really hurt me lastnight... again. He grabbed me forcefully & held me down. How can I still miss him? He was getting his shit together, slowly... he was in a mining program. Now I know he won’t continue with it, he’ll just drink himself away. 🤧

I hope I made the right choice... all he wanted was to love me & our son & have us by his side. 😭 I hate feeling this way.