Condoms

So my partner has screamed at me all night calling me a “cunt”, “bitch” and claiming “obviously you’re sleeping with somebody else” because I want to use a condom. I am not ready for kids so I would use this to prevent it as much as possible but I’m apparently all those things and more. I’m so hurt. He slammed the door in my face multiple times and he has said he doesn’t want to be with me anymore and he’s leaving tomorrow. He has also said he is not going to work tomorrow because I don’t deserve that. He only started that job today and I’ve been paying for everything for months. I’m really hurting so please be kind to me ladies 😞