Heeey Ionknow if you guys remember me I had posted a screenshot of me and the guy his name is Jeff I had posted the messages about it if he’s talking to other females and he gave me an honest answer but it’s been almost a month ok so things aren’t really looking good right now it’s like when he wants to talk to me and see me he’ll do that but Ik he’s still entertaining the other girl I felt like I was cool with that but I’m not I guess cause I’m really starting to really like him cause we get along so well and I can talk n laugh with him and that’s when it start to get into deep it’s like if I can connect with someone on a good level that is a plus and no I haven’t slept with him, but I can tell he wants to but I’m tired of that I want someone to like me for me instead of always go for my looks and body I’m getting to old for that ok so I saw him Monday I missed him so much i wasn’t really trying to show it but I was like I really miss seeing him we ain’t see each other in like 3weeks I’m cool with that but anyways it wasn’t nothing weird once we saw each other again but I can tell he wanted to do something and iwasnt with that all we did was kissed and talked the whole time I mean we was in the car god sake he wanted me to sit on his lap and I already knew where that would lead to but I felt like after Ididnt have car sex with him he’s just been distance the very next he usually text me as soon as he gets up for work but things are DIFFERENT even if he has his busy days at work he still talks to me but I’m not the type to feel like I need to compete with someone else if I feel like someone been on the picture before then it’s no point of me doing that so o just need to fall bad cause Ik how iam and idont have time for that all but idk if I’m doing to much one if I’m overthinking I wish I had screenshots of the texting messages but I deleted em cause I don’t even want to look at his name I don’t understand men sometimes. Maybe I need to stay to myself like I always am and I want to ask his homeboy but I feel like he knows wassup fr but I haven’t been talking to him idk wassup with him I talked to him Monday to see how he was doing fr but when I do talk to my homeboy he be off and he keep the conversation short