Crime scene heavy. First period for 4.5 years. I have toxic parents and my mom put me on it the day I got my first period when I was 15. I'm 20 almost 21. She texted me today. She hacked my amazon and saw I ordered ovulation tests and cussed me out for it. Telling me shell take my baby. And I won't ever get to see it. Shes manipulative, toxic, controling. She did it to my sister, me and my little brother who's 13. She has all the cops fooled that I'm disabled. She won't give me my ss card. Only me and my boyfriend, my sister and her husband and my brother know how she is. Nobody will report her. I have 1 year left until I get married. Then I am moving out of state. When my grandma died she made me move into her house she owns but doesnt live in. She has cameras. Everywhere. Has all the rooms locked but my door doesnt have lock. She picks out the groceries and I have texture sensitivity. And two weeks ago she walked in and beat my ass. When I hit back she called my dad and her boyfriend said I beat her up. I'm the one with the black and blue bruise. She has nothing. Her boyfriend got in my face (like 65 year old man) and said if I was a boy he would have already killed me. My dad walked in and said my moms going to call the police on me. Toxic family. I've tried to move out of state 5 times. Every time my mom shows up at the door and sits there all night and refuses to let me leave. I just want out.