Please no judgement. I’m a mother of 3 and we wanted our last baby I’ve been dealing with depression since I had my third baby I’m currently 8 weeks pregnant and the doubt has settle in my head I feel sad I’m pregnant I don’t want this baby everyday I fall deeper and deeper in depression my youngest is 2 and I feel like I’m barely starting to breath. We wanted this baby Idk if it’s the hormones or what but I’m sad and thinking of having an abortion this is harder than I thought it would be.