I had a miscarriage at 11w in November, baby was not developing.

My husband and i werent trying to get pregnant again, we were more avoiding it.

I had pms cramps for days and was sure AF was coming but there was just no sign, i forced myself to take a test, whatever the outcome, i was gonna do it. I took the test on Tuesday (day after my birthday), i wanted to atleast wait 28 days even though my cycles are shorter, but i couldnt, the waiting just caused anxiety and then i tested positive.

I still cant believe it, and im not allowing myself to get attached.

With my last pregnancy, i had full blown symptoms from 4 weeks, i had terrible nausea, bloat was real and so exhausted all the time and occasional mild cramping.

I do not have any symptoms, cramps has stopped, although this time i had cramps in my lower back which i never got before even during labour with my first (and only).

Each trip to the bathroom and i keep thinking ill see blood, as i bled majority of my last preg. This is gonna be a long 8 months, if we get that far.

When i took the test i couldnt be estatic, i prayed and i immediately burst in to tears because of my previous miscarriage.

Will this be the one?

Will it end in another miscarriage, because ive had 1 before? You never think this could happen to you and it does.

Edd 18 October