Monday night I had a dream about me being pregnant and I found out I was having a girl, then I woke up. Last night I actually had the baby AND named her one of the names that I already have picked out, but changed her name to Ainsley last minute (I’ve never even thought about this name, but I think if I ever have a girl her name will now be Ainsley).

This is so painful because I’ve been TTC for 5 years. Yesterday I had an ultrasound to see what’s going on, considering I won’t stop bleeding (October 19th, 2020 is the date I started bleeding). The tech accidentally slipped up and said my right ovary isn’t in the correct location, I don’t know if this has anything to do with it.

Tuesday I return back to the doctor for results and I’m going to see if surgery is an option (Endometrial ablation, D&C, or laparoscopic)

I’m sure people have had these dreams before, but what did they mean for you? Especially if you’re having infertility issues 😭😭😭