Some of you might know who i am but let me go anonymous in case someone gets the idea to mom-shame me.

I honestly dread the day he is getting anesthesia a month's time from now. Am not to feed him 6 hours prior. And water 2 hours before. I even have a headache thinking of how i should do it.

My child is a grazer. So he will wake up ever 2-3hours to feed. And during the day he will ask for breastmilk every so often. This is the point i was judged in some group. Lol. So let me vent.

I have struggled to get him to eat solids. Right until 3 weeks ago, his first reaction was to run from food. Even now, he wont eat much but at least he eats a few things (5 to be precise) i know if i can get him to eat more, he would not need the breast as much especially in the night. But i have tried it all. Watched the videos. Sang him to eat, done the diversions, dealt away with diversions. I was even told i need to force him. And my mom took him and forced some porridge into his mouth. You guys you wont believe it. This boy kept the porridge in his mouth for 30 minutes straight and refused to swallow it. That is the day i finally got some relief from my mom constantly blaming me for his feeding. The only success i have had is singing, dancing and making him so happy, then he will do me a favour and eat. Am honestly drained. How can i wean him? Especially given i have to do it on my own because there is no one to help. I need to wean son from the night feeds before the dreaded day. I know no other way to get him to come from constant feeds to a 6 hours fast. He doesnt do anything once he decides he wont do it nomatter how hard one tries. I know he got it from me but am getting frustrated because ince in a while, i want him to do things my way because honestly, am the parent here.

Ok, end of vent. Sorry guys, am just so tired. A lot is happening in my life in other sectors of life too and everything combined is just weighing down on me. Nevertheless i need your tips guys, you are always so kind.

Those who know who i am, feel free to inbox me some of the tips if you don't want to comment. Thanks.