so i am currently in my first relationship, and we had some pretty big plans for valentine’s day, and it’s our first valentines together. but his job scheduled him to work then and then due to weather he can’t come visit the day after. i can’t go home this weekend because my roommate left me to watch our cat. we are semi long distance, because my school is an hour and a half away from him. i am super stressed about a lot happening in my life right now and i just really want a hug. it doesn’t help at all that my roommate’s bf is always here, like he only leaves when she leaves. and also it is going to snow over valentine’s day and because i live in texas, that’s a really rare occurrence and i was really looking forward to building a snowman with him. how do you not get super lonely? i know it’s just my brain being mean to me but i can’t help but think that if i had just done something better then it would have worked out. but what hurts the most is that he isn’t as upset about it as me. i know he needs to work but i just want to have him here with me, and i know that makes me selfish but i was really excited for our first valentines together