We lost our baby end of December start of January trying this month to see if we get our rainbow baby. But im breaking literally while I was losing my baby so many people were showing they were pregnant. Im jealous so jealous. Because I lost mine. It hurts my boyfriend has been very supportive he has never gone through anything like this till we lost our child. Im just broken. I want my baby back and I want my rainbow. But seeing everyone else just get pregnant it makes me jealous and hate them for them to be able to have a baby so easy. No I don't truly hate them but im hurting. Sorry I needed to be able to vent.