First time TTC

Ariel🌈👶🤞🏻

So I’m 30. My husband and I got married about 5 months ago, he’s 32. I feel like I’m so far behind but we’re excited to try for a unicorn baby. Lost my last one only 7 weeks in and my body wouldn’t take care of it on its own. It was a long ordeal. Needless to say I’m excited and terrified all in one, I don’t know if I could go through it again.

But here’s me on the first week after first time TTC thinking “does my pee smell different because I’m pregnant?! Rationally I know it’s in my head I mean damn I ovulated 2 days ago 🤣 but I just wanted to post to let it out n get some support. Tell me why I can’t stop crying 🤣😫🤣 I feel insane. Anyway baby dust to all🙌🏻