I’m just over 35 weeks with my first baby. Today was my last day working as I have some holiday to use before my maternity leave starts. I’ve been looking forward to finishing but now its here, I feel a little lost. I’ve always worked (am 39) and I’m wondering if I will have enough to occupy my time. Obv I know once baby gets here I will be busy with baby but as newborns sleep so much, I don’t really know what to expect or how much time baby will actually take. We are also in lockdown in the UK so I can’t get out and about and I live alone so just me at home.

I just feel totally different right now to how I thought I would 😔