So I had made some (3) new friends torwards the last half of 2020. I don’t really have many as I don’t really trust ppl. The longest ones I’ve had live in another city so I’m pretty much by myself.

Well one of the 3 tried to kiss the guy I was talking to for a while while she was drunk once.

The other one didn’t come to my birthday just because she didn’t feel like it and didn’t like the place I was celebrating at and the other left me knowing I was drinking and my stuff was in her car on my birthday.

I am in a state of depression, just not happy with the way things are going in my life, going though the end of a situationship with a narcissist as well, so I don’t want to overthink or make things a big deal but the thing is I’ve been there for them and I feel wow maybe I should cut them off. They make me feel like everything has to be at their convenience.

Idk I just want to disappear.

What do u all think