What should I do

My bf and I recently broke up. We were together for almost 5 years.

I have been so depressed because I don’t have a lot of friends. I have a few girlfriends and we have gone out to eat but that’s about it.

My ex has so many friends and he goes out to dinner, goes to bars and parties.

I feel so lonely and depressed and he’s out there getting drunk every night at bars with friends.

He knows that too, and that’s the most embarrassing part.