I am not going to say what it was about, to someone who has not lived with me, or known me since childhood, or studied with me for eons or worked with me for eons will think I am insane if they watched it... but I had to get my frustration out somehow, therapeutically, and in a healthy way. (I deleted it afterwards)

I know how my body and how mood swings work and

cherry on the cake, yes, I am qualified to judge on own self. :)

because I have been AWOL for a week with an appetite like hurricane katrina and a sleep cycle of Sleeping Beauty but it was worth it because pre-Red Tent incubation.

with cramps, backache, a headache, freezing cold, sneezing, sweating and obviously no-one understood why I wouldn't let anyone in...

my window was open, my AC has been switching on and off that I only managed to calm down and be able to read the instruction manual.

I'm BLEEDING!

and I am in excruciating pain. So, please, be kind.