Really want this to be the one

Madam

I’m about a ball of tears and nerves. What I’ve experienced this time around, I have never experienced before. My cycle is not due until 2/21 and I’m seeing blood, nothing heavy, but blood nonetheless. I’m not sure if it’s implantation bleeding or the dreaded AF. I have NEVER been this on edge and I can’t find a good example of Implantation bleeding to save my life (or my sanity). Praying for us all “a bun in the oven.”