I have never been this upset

Mackenzie

So my husband and I have been trying for a baby for over a year now and my husbands brother and his girlfriend are always on again off again, fighting and scream at each other all the time I had to call the cops and have him removed from my house once because he was punching the wall and doors in there bedroom. They also lived with us for over a year. Little did I know they got pregnant and hid it from me and husband for over 7 months..... and then they moved out and moved in with her parents. I am so happy for them.... but why can’t it be me?? I’m at work right now trying not to cry because I’m so upset. I want my own baby

(Yes we have seen doctors and no I don’t have PCOS, I lost weight and am a lot healthier now and have my BMI where it needs to be)