My husband and I tried for 1 year and a half and had a miscarriage then conceived my son. Since December, 7 weeks pp, I’ve had a rough time transitioning to motherhood. It’s not like I thought it would be. I’ve even thought numerous times about placing my baby up for adoption. While I love him, I’ve never done something so hard. I’m depressed, anxious, experience insomnia and just not myself anymore. It’s so overwhelming and I just want to be alone. I often wish I wouldn’t have gotten pregnant now. That thought I’m ashamed to even admit of thinking like that. My doctor increased my Prozac 10 mg to 20 mg and I didn’t see any difference at all and now 30 mg. I just don’t see a light at the end of this tunnel 😢🥺