Constipation!!!!!

Pregnant mamas: have you ever dealt with constipation so bad that you literally have to suck the pooo back in because it just won’t come out?! I’m currently dealing with this. I’m debating taking a glycerin suppository (pharmacist approved) but I’m so scared because it hurts so bad to poop 😭 I feel like my butt hole is going to rip! Sorry tmi but has ANYONE BEEN THROUGH THIS? I’m so Uncomfortable!