One year ago today I lost my first baby at 7 weeks. Although it was yearly it was still a year of ttc that went into it. A year later and I’m still ttc and experienced another lost, this time an ectopic. I’m currently early in my tww but I can’t help but to cry today and feel down.

Valentine’s Day is hard enough when ttc but then you add in all of the social media posts with expecting parents, babies, and couples that look like they are so happily in love. Yes my spouse and I are happily in love but god damn we’ve been through some shit the past two years with infertility and yes it’s made us stronger but it’s also made us different.

Wishing all of you ladies a beautiful Valentine’s Day and baby dust to all of you- you deserve it ❤️