Need to vent don’t have anyone else...

My fiancé didn’t have money to buy me anything for vday which is fine bcuz I don’t care I told him I would take a picked flower off the side of the road or a hand written note and he just couldn’t do that either my feelings are hurt bcuz it doesn’t cost anything to say I love you happy vday well he’s sleeping on the couch while I got the boys and all I asked for was him to watch them so I could go shower and he said no that I can take them in the bathroom with me which it’s really small and I’m not taking my kids with me cuz the curtain is clear and my now oldest is very curious I’m sitting here crying and he’s napping I asked him earlier if he would take pics with me and he said NO! I just want someone to love me the way I love!! I’m gonna have our son in April and I’m so stressed! I hate vday now