So omg first of all I hate this holiday and the expectations around bc it just isn’t realistic. And my and my bf were arguing the v day weekend, he saying that I don’t appreciate anything which makes no sense since I spent all my last money on him (literally my bank accounts closed) for bday and Christmas gifts just so it makes him happy.

And then he had the audacity to throw stuff that he bought me in my face which I say all the time he doesn’t have to buy me anything and I’ve offer him the only cash I have. And then he makes a bunch of sexist jokes about how woman are materialistic , and watches stand up of men complaining about woman. I’m just so tired he apologized and etc but I’m still so angry and fucking irritated .