First time posting, so I hope this is okay. My husband and I have been together for seven years. Of those years, we have used condoms as our use of protection. Only recently we have been TTC. I never knew it was so... messy, and I'm having a slight problem. Everytime he finishes and pulls out I start to gag super hard and intense. I have to wipe up quickly. He has made it a habit of getting a towel for me before we start, slightly as a joke and maybe because he cares Lol . He jokes around that I'm not helping his self confidence, and I keep apologizing that it's not him. I don't know what's wrong with me, I'm not someone who gags super easy, but omg I can't handle it. Help, I feel like if I'm wiping the seman away right after, the little swimmers won't have a chance of ever swimming up. I have tried to just lay there and not clean up, but I can't handle it. Any advice would be helpful.