I feel like I ruined Valentine’s Day.

I got all dressed up in my new lingerie and my boyfriend and I had some fun.

I didn’t get there.

I didn’t want to tell him I didn’t get there or whatever because I usually do (with some flukes duh) but I didn’t want him to feel bad about it tonight so I told him i did.

He can tell when I’m lying effortlessly.

And now he’s really upset about his performance and I’m not sure what to do. We just went our separate ways and I’ll just see him tomorrow morning. I wanted to stay and cuddle and he just said he wanted to go to bed.

I feel terrible. I don’t know what to do. I know I shouldn’t have lied to him about it but I also knew he would feel like he wasn’t good enough.

Ugh.