Discouraged ๐Ÿ˜’๐Ÿ˜ž

I am 9dpo today and took a pregnancy test this morning and I feel like my eyes are playing tricks I look at it and immediately I see a faint positive then I look twice just to make sure under better lighting and negative. I am ttc and with my first baby I didn't get a faint positive until I was two weeks late for my period. Am I over thinking planning on getting a blood test to see if that says anything. I am just hoping that I am pregnant.