Going out...depression

All I see is people going out to dinner, bars, etc having fun and going on dates. My bf and I have been super safe and careful. we’ve been dating a year and all we do really is stay at home because of COVID which I thought is what everyone is supposed to be doing.

I finally have a bf to go out and do things with but i’ve been trying to stay super careful. I just feel so shitty seeing other relationships going out and living their best lives. is it even safe to do this??