Let me start this off with a “No Judgement” sign please... because I know - I’ve dealt with it and come to terms with my life... and I’m working on getting back to God.

Some background - I grew up in the church {baptist} went to four years of Bible college, had the whole “bridal” experience & then things did not work out...

I’m now 26 years old - engaged to a wonderful man - who is open to hearing about the Lord - but grew up Catholic & Muslim - and we are expecting a baby in March.

I have struggled with anxiety & my health for as long as I can remember. It originally started because I was bullied throughout grade school & Jr. High. In High - School I went through long periods of anorexia & depression. Secondary Schooling - I struggled with medication for depression & headaches & stomach pain constantly. All doctors couldn’t figure it out.

Now - I struggle with anxiety knowing I have to give birth soon.... and I’ve been sick so much during the pregnancy - that I worry I could have Post Partum Depression.

I’m coming on this forum - not for advice - but for prayers - that I keep up with seeking God - that I continue finding healing in him... that he continues preparing both me & my fiancé’s heart for the baby and for HIS words for us.

Thank you.