I’m officially done using home pregnancy tests. A little peek into my last week:

Bled like a period Monday & Tuesday of last week. Whatever that’s fine, I moved on.

A few days later, I started cramping and boobs started hurting. Since then I’ve been having vivid dreams, hip pain, bleeding gums (my first symptom I had with my son).

I tested a few days ago and had faint lines on all strips. I’ve been using pregmates and there hasn’t been a single one I’ve used that hasn’t had a faint line.

I got a solid pink line on frer the other night. (I’ll post pics)

✨Yesterday I got blood work and grand finale....beta <1 😶✨

The fact that this could even happen? I mean idk how to explain the intense symptoms (the boob pain alone has been excruciating) but these TESTS.

I’m just done. I now understand why women say to just go get blood work done to confirm. This is an emotional roller coaster that I don’t intend on riding again.

(A few nights ago)

(Yesterday morning)

(From a few mornings ago)

Just a disclaimer that these are only a few of the pics. I have hundreds of pictures of different tests, all with lines. I even started taking some Walmart cheap tests that I saw some faint lines on last night but didn’t take any pics. I woke up with cramps again this morning and my boobs are still hurting as I’m typing this.

I’m so baffled and now I’m grieving for a baby that probably never even existed.