Depressed dont wanna be here...

I got left while 7 months pregnant this morning. We live together already have a child together. He convinced me to switch off work and to go to school now he's leaving me after over 5 years...

I'm fucking sad man. Yes I know its not the end of the world and I have to be strong for my kids. But right now at my current mind set.... that seems so hard and so far off from what im capable of. I cant even sleep at night without him now I have to do all of this shit alone and idk what to do...

I'm looking up income based housing and applying for assistance, frantically trying to figure out where the hell im gonna go with no income during a pandemic. I feel so stupid for putting my trust in him now, thinking we'd be a family.

And we live together, he had nerve to ask why I was crying, said he was doing me a favor. And then proceeded to ask me to cook breakfast.

I'm due in April and he literally doesn't give a fuck. He's so happy to be free and im just here breaking down in front of my son. Trying to come to terms of how to be a single mom of 2