Five years secondary infertility I’m scared

Jade • 5 years TTC BABY NUMBER 2 Secondary Infertility. PCOS and Stage 4 endometriosis. 🧬 Expecting baby number 2 October 2021😻. Still super nervous and shocked! This all seems surreal!

After five years of secondary infertility. Crying month after month each time I get my period. Failed rounds of clomid and femera and a laparoscopy surgery I’ve received my first positive. I’m not sure if this is even real. I have SEVERE ENDOMETRIOSIS AND PCOS. I am super nervous. With endometriosis the chance of a ectopic pregnancy is high as well as the chance of miscarriage. I need words of encouragement. My last period was January 12th. Has anyone suffered from infertility for more than three years who has either rocks or endometriosis. Please tell me your success stories. I could use encouragement. I am terrified and scared. It was so hard getting pregnant I’m not sure if I will be able to get pregnant again after this. Has anyone test ever been this dark this early?