My heart is breaking thinking about going back to work after maternity leave :(

I'm 2 weeks away from returning to work and being away from my baby for 10 hours a day 😢 all I want in life is to be a stay at home mom but my husband and I can't afford it. My husband works full time too so we will have to find child care which worries me and will also be expensive. It just breaks my heart that I can't be the one to care for my own child all week 😭