It has been 5 months since me and my fiance have been trying and yesterday I was spotting and today I have a light period but I would still call it a period I'm happy for everyone around me getting pregnant but secretly I say "congrats" while swallowing my tears ik it's only been 5 months but I'm ready I wanna start a family and can't believe how hard and stressful it is ik I sound selfish but I swear I just keep praying and wondering when am I gonna have that bfp? I even look up like stuff like "can you have a period and still be pregnant" I'm just about to give up but I dont want to. Hoping my time comes soon. 😔