HCG help...

Mannie🌻 • 24.New Yorker.Mainer.Wife.Momma.Step Momma.Photographer🌲✌🏻🌻

Can anyone tell me anything about their hcg levels. I got mine done last week (week 5) my first was 1019 and my second they said was 1900 something. Since it didn’t completely double I have to go in for another draw tomorrow and I’m losing it. Idk if it’s because the nurse wasn’t super nice so my mind is just taking her tone as something negative? But I just deleted my <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.nurture">pregnancy apps</a> and I have officially prepared for the worst. I honestly don’t think I can mentally handle three consecutive losses. I just can’t even function right now. I was very optimistic because when I had my last miscarriage my levels were 197 and then 548. Now I’m just worried that they want me in for a third. Anyone go through this?