Hi I would like to share my story of my daughter who I lost I know when I was going through it it helped reading story’s I didn’t feel so alone

My daughter was born July 28th 2017 6:44 am she passed August 25th 2017 2:22

She was my third baby my first girl I was so excited to have a baby girl I thought she would be my last baby and we would be a happy family of 5 but on August 20th I was holding her when all of a sudden she went limp in my arms and was no longer breathing I rushed her to the hospital and she was on life support and the doctors told me if she survived she would likely have brain damage from not getting oxygen for some time I waited 5 days and I prayed to god to either save my baby or give me a sign I need to let her go I went 5 days when I woke up after having a dream in the dream I had a baby girl and long story short she passes in the dream I just knew I had to take her off life support I didn’t want to keep her hooked up to the machines not knowing if she will ever be ok the doctors took her off and for a couple minutes she was kind of wheezing sound I held her until the room went quiet I’ll never forget how she looked or the sound of her last breath

I didn’t think I could ever have anymore kids I was crushed when I lost her but a couple years later I had my son he saved me he taught me it’s ok to move on and it doesn’t mean I don’t miss and love her every day but she’s not here and there is nothing I can do to change that but I can move on but I will never forget my baby I’ve had two babies since one being a girl but she will always be my first daughter and I love and miss her so so much

Please no hate or criticism I just wanted to share