I lost my baby boy at 18 weeks back in September 2019 and have been ttc my rainbow baby since August 2020.

I know it can take a long time. A close friend of mine has been struggling for a while. I feel terrible hearing people say it’s taken them years. But I am just getting so sad seeing negative after negative. And hoping and being so disappointed every month.

Every time I just wish I had never miscarried and my heart breaks all over again.