I guess I’m just having one of those emotional days where I feel like not many people care that I’m having another baby. Husband will be gone for the birth because of work... family is out of town and the family I do have near me didn’t really care to entertain the idea of a baby sprinkle or what not... I told them I didn’t plan it myself because it would be too much work with the husband being gone and my toddler needing constant attention (HINT, help?!) but nothing came of that... so then I put together a registry of things I need/ would like to have.. and out of the 70 things on there... I got one. Money is tight so I guess I was really relying on that. So now we’re in the home stretch and I’m just realizing that I’m going to be delivering alone and coming home to be alone with a newborn and my toddler and hardly any support.. I know I can do it, I’m strong.. it’s just a completely different experience than the first time I had a baby and I don’t feel like I can talk to anyone about it because I hate for people to feel sorry for me. Anyway if u made it this far, thank you for letting me vent.