🥺💔11dpo & can't take seein another -

I know I'm not officially out until AF shows up but it's so hard to stay postive when all you see is negatives 😔. It's even harder when you see so many BFP at 8-10dpo & here you are at 11 with not even a whisper of a line 🙁. And even though you tell yourself all the facts (everyone bodies & pregnancy is different, ovulation occurs 6-12dpo and hcg needs 2 days to build up after implanting) over over you can't help but to feel defeated and like you're out. Just ready for AF to show her face so I can get it over with & start all over