I try not to talk about my infertility unless someone asks. A few people in my department ask about my fertility treatments and how they're going. I try to be as completely sensored as possible and avoid uncomfortable terminology and today I was still told by someone else in my department that I make them uncomfortable because it is too much information into my personal life and it comes off as a form of harassment. I just can't win.

I suffer in silence but after 4 years, my heart cries for someone to talk to. My mom died when I was 19. My dad thinks "oh just relax, it'll happen" is a thing. And my mother in law is too wrapped up in her own life to care at the moment. I feel defeated today 😭 if you've made it this far, thank you for listening 😭😭