Venting

I want to apologize for what I am about to say but OMFG I am so FUCKEN mad I want to scream I am so mad and I want to cry today I finally broke and I just can’t anymore I hate my body I hate that I can’t fucken get pregnant it’s been 10 fucken long years trying to get pregnant not once have any stupid fucken test has been positive but even a damn indent !!! I just don’t understand why

Why me!! Why can’t I get pregnant other women just get pregnant on accident! Other women just don’t want a baby yet they get one other women abort because they didn’t want to get pregnant yet here I am begging god to please give me a baby I don’t even know what to believe anymore my faith is not the same anymore! I am so frustrated I want to tell everyone off because I am so mad!!! I am 3 days late and my stupid period doesn’t want to come so I can try again!! All my damn test are negative !!!

I don’t get it

I can’t do this anymore

We done multiple medicated cycles, multiple <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iui</a>

Nothing is wrong with me and nothing is wrong with my husband we just can’t get pregnant