what does this mean?

mia

i’ve gone out with this boy twice, he says he wants me to trust him and that he’s not a hoe but when i opened up to him last night be held my hand. later on he told me he doesn’t want a relationship but that he fucks with me heavy then tells me “ i’d rather show you then tell you how i feel” and kisses me. what am i supposed to do if he doesn’t want a relationship??