Arguing 😞

I had an argument with the guy I’m with and hes been ignoring me. I tried to text him today but he left me on opened. He’s upset that I was freaking out after I told him I couldn’t drive to get him food and I thought he was going to be upset at me. I basically said “yeah you probably think I’m a horrible person and maybe I am” and that I didn’t know what the right thing to do was in the situation. He didn’t have food but I was hesitant to drive on the roads because they’re covered in ice.

He told me he couldn’t leave his room to get food because he was ordered to stay there. He’s in the military so they do stuff like that. After I told him I couldn’t make it he just said he’d do without food. He doesn’t have a car to get food himself and no one is delivering in the area because of the roads.

Then he got mad at me for overreacting when I thought he was upset at me for not bringing him food and that I was over thinking it. I apologized saying I didn’t mean to but idk I just felt like he’d be upset.

So now I tried talking to him today but he ignored me. I’m worried because if we break up then how will I handle the kid? What if he tries to take it from me? I couldn’t imagine the emotional toll of having my child taken. I’m only 2 months along and there’s still a ways to go but still.