Me and now husband got married past June...

We got back together after being broken up for a little over a year...prior to that we had been together since 2015.

We broke up bc he was a serial cheater and ended up giving me an STD when our daughter was only 6 months old. I was broken after that and he knew I’m he fucked up and was truly sooo sorry... but I couldn’t forgive him.

When I tell you I loved this man to the core and I know I was the best girlfriend and fiancé to him at the time... I was unappreciated.

Now, He has completely turned his life around for me and our daughter.

We dated again to figure us out and decided we would get married.

But now it’s like we can’t be on the same page. I think he’s looking for the softness In Me that was once there but I’m just not her anymore. I’m not affectionate with anyone besides my daughter. I feel like the past problems and is being broken up for that amount of time totally changed me as well...

He’s being the man that I needed him to be before we broke up and now he is but if seems like my heart isn’t in it or something.

We are always fighting about stupid things... mostly communication and I think I’m extremely depressed and I’m 28 weeks pregnant...

Like I am so unhappy and wonder if I should have just stayed single. This is awful, but I feel like the best thing that came out of this are our kids and he supported me to get sober from alcohol. However, my drinking problem came about from stressing about our relationship in the first place.

Idk if it’s my hormones or if we really made a bad decision by getting married and bringing ANOTHER child into this.

I’m so confused and sad right now.