Feeling out this month

I’m 9DPO and I just feel like I’m out. I had cramping and fatigue a few days ago (accompanied by horrid gas) and now everything is gone. My test this morning was stark white, not even a hint of a line. However my test yesterday morning had a faint faint line starting. I don’t have any CM like most women get when they find out they’re pregnant either. I think I’m just completely out 😔😔