My Dad passed away & I had a miscarriage

Last Thursday 2/11 my Dad passed away I screamed & I cried I was devastated that same day my OBGYN urgently called me saying my sugar was at 390 that I had to get on a diabetes medication so I wouldn’t lose the baby unfortunately the Metformin medicine made me really sick that whole weekend I couldn’t eat I was throwing up I was very cold I was weak & extremely nauseous. It was hard for me to take all my vitamins but I made sure I still took my prenatal & progesterone suppositories. Sunday evening I had to go to the ER I was admitted for 3 days because my sugar was too high & my potassium was too low there in the hospital I didn’t have my prenatal & progesterone I asked for it but never got it. They checked the baby and they didn’t see a heartbeat anymore 😭 Then late evening of 2/17 the baby came out of me it was extremely painful. I am completely shattered by these losses in my life right now 😭😭😭😭💔💔💔